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“It didn’t work not because you didn’t try; It’s because you DID NOT try HARD enough!” - Syd

Agonizing Dilemma ♥

♥ I Love you but I hate you.

♥ I Love you by my side but I wana leave you.

♥ I Love your warmth but I hate it, just because it is not exclusively for me.

♥ I Love your dream but hated your initiative because there isn’t any!

♥ I Love your voice but I hate it because you don’t answer me.

♥ I Love your hug.. but I’m not getting it anymore.

♥ I Love your craps but I’m already sick of it.

♥ I Love your msges.. but, its no longer there and its getting shorter by hours.

♥ I Love your optimist attitude, but I hate it because it gives so much of hopes and promises which is not fulfilled.

♥ I Love you being blur, but I hate your forgetfulness.

♥ I Love … . .

I would Love if you could just hug me so dearly and tight whenever I’m effing mad at you.

Showing me some warmth, showing me some love; even if it means to get hit or rejected by me. ♥♥

*You’re no longer mine.. & that’s our final stop..*

♥ Syd

He’s Right..

1. I like to lie on his shoulder - *It makes me feel safe and sound*

2. I sleep so much better on his shoulders - *It’s just so comfortable..*

3. I need his smell and presence.

4. Laying on his broad shoulders is the only time I get to fall asleep in less than 5mins.

5. We’re not together & we can do whatever we want without being committed or attached to anything or anyone.

6. I’m being control-sive.

7. I do not take my meals regularly.

8. I fall sick easily.

9. I’m strong.

10. I can’t see anything he has done for me.

♥ Syd

2373.) Even though I make things difficult and cause you so much unnecessary stress and say things that penetrate your heart like knives, I know that I’ve never genuinely felt so much love for someone in my entire life. Everything you do amazes me. The sound of your voice, your breath on my neck, how I see nothing but warmth and safety in your eyes even when you seem so cold and distant. Sometimes I wonder whether I should be feeling so comfortable in this relationship. I don’t want you to think that I see you as my security blanket, something I can leave and come back to whenever I please, because that idea is nowhere near what you mean to me. My love for you is unconditional and infinite. Maybe I’m just lovestruck. So it is entirely up to you whether or not you choose to believe it when I tell you that you are truly my life. That after all this time, I am still in complete awe that someone as beautiful as you could be with someone as damaged as me.

bumpyboat-rides:

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Please don’t make me wait, just because you know I will.

insidemyuniverse:

poeticheartache:

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Finally! I’m Officially Over You!

SydneyLeit